Even though today seems to be the end of my friendship with Matthew.
But I think it was really time to move on from all of that. We were no longer adding anything positive to each other's lives. So, weirdly okay with the whole thing ending.
Currently at the end point of an intensive summer session for my degree. Classes focusing on trauma, aging, and psychopharmacology. 6 hour long days of one class. Brain melting stuff.
But very interesting.
Therapy has been going well. Just slowly starting to work through sexual assaults and the effects that I am living with. Long long process ahead of me, but I'm glad to be started.